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Blogging about my life 1-13-2018

What drives a man crazy?

As a Young boy he was told by his dad, that's not my boy. At a young age he was molested. While neighbors perverted his mind. That's why we were so concerned about the boys not being exposed to that stuff. We protected them. For ppl that thought they knew him, they didn't. You can't speak about a man that you didn't know. I know David had mental issues, that haunted his mind all the time and God blessed me with the patience to deal with him and these issues. I loved David not because he is the father of my children, but because he was my best friend. We were a team. But things change, he would tell me I could do better, he didn't want me, he wished I'd leave, I was just like my mom, I was sorry, accused me of cheating. None of which are true. I loved David, gave him my best. Yes maybe I was funny about drinking and smoking, but I just didn't want my boys exposed to that life style. But David saw different. Some of the best ppl are those that smoke and drink.

David died this morning.

Sad times for the boys, David was so drugged up that he barely knew what was going on.

It's a bad time, but the boys seen to be doing good

Today is Friday, October 27. We went to see David today. He was in good spirits. I helped the nurse get him to the bath room. CNA even wipe his feet off after he stepped in pee. That was sorry.

Thomas, meds and me

Thomas started the medication last week. He was so happy, but now it has set in he is going back to being depressed, can't remember things and irritated. Going in the morning to see the Dr about upping the meds

Car wreck

It's been over a year since the accident August 6th 2016. I went in to see the chiropractor because of my neck and my knee now I hurt all over both my legs the backs of my knees hurt but the last time I went to see dr. Bolton was today September 29th 2017 my right leg has stopped hurting I just wish I could get back straight again I don't know what went wrong with me I get better and then I get worse I get better and then it get worse