As of today I need to post somethings, but need to do it when I have more time. So when I get back from Ms. Cleo's I hope I will. I'm back it is the 10th of August. I have had the boys all summer it seems. And I really like it other than them staying up all night and sleeping all day. keeping things so messy which really isn't that bad. I wish I could find them something to do here to make money.
I need to take ben shopping and buy him school clothes. Mom give me 60 dollars for Benj some clothes. I don't like the fact that they enjoy smoking (P) I don't mind the cigs cause they will get tired of that. They will see that is it a dependency.
I will come back and tell more, It is going to take a lot to get them back on track, I am trying real hard not to hold hate in my heart about David. But to find out that he was taking my money and buying pot with it......that it should have been paid on the bills. And you tell me that it shouldn't be hard not to hate him. Now I know why he wanted me to go back to work so bad, so he could by more p. Asshole, and he had the nerve to complain about cleaning the house, asshole.......I work and you stay home....do like I did when I stayed home........clean the house and take care of the boys and don't complain about it.
Lord, help me not to hate him........I don't care about the p smoking, I am fine with it but don't bitch to me when you got to do a little work. A marriage takes teamwork, at least I thought it did. I better stop while I'm calm, I'm making myself pissed talking about it.
