Saturday, November 11, 2017

What drives a man crazy?

As a Young boy he was told by his dad, that's not my boy. At a young age he was molested. While neighbors perverted his mind. That's why we were so concerned about the boys not being exposed to that stuff. We protected them. For ppl that thought they knew him, they didn't. You can't speak about a man that you didn't know. I know David had mental issues, that haunted his mind all the time and God blessed me with the patience to deal with him and these issues. I loved David not because he is the father of my children, but because he was my best friend. We were a team. But things change, he would tell me I could do better, he didn't want me, he wished I'd leave, I was just like my mom, I was sorry, accused me of cheating. None of which are true. I loved David, gave him my best. Yes maybe I was funny about drinking and smoking, but I just didn't want my boys exposed to that life style. But David saw different. Some of the best ppl are those that smoke and drink.

Monday, November 6, 2017

David died this morning.

Sad times for the boys, David was so drugged up that he barely knew what was going on.