They think I'm stupid! I know what the deal is........ I guess I do play dumb and wait for the opportunity to tell myself, see you were right again. I've tried not to hate him but I do. Lord forgive me.....because I know its not right to hate. But he was suppose to lookout for me, protect me, give me the feeling of security. And there were times that I enjoyed our time together. But I went through hell too. Ppl just don't know what I dealt with. Never did anything right. Just wasn't good enough. But the fault is not with me....I did what I could do.....anyone that knows me will say I give by best in all I do. Now my best might not be perfect. But it's my best.
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